MAHAL =))

TSUGTSUGTSUG! ♥  

cge trip lang Haha! gusto ko nga yan e. mas nalalambing kita LABYOUMAHALko :”> 

PS : 

pati ba naman bakla? HAHAHA lam ko joke lng! tuwa lng ako.  

Finally .. :D

Holaaaa! I was out for almost.. HHM, 1 month i guess. I really missed blogging sosososmucccch! as in megamuch. harhar! :”> 

anyways, for the past 4 weeks that i have been out for blogging have been very exciting? haha. well, actually it’s a YEEEES so much happenings happened within that 4 weeks.

do you wanna know why? what? when? where? how? which? haha. *WH time. Ü*

ok. lets start from the time that i have been soooooper stressed. as in. every night before i go to sleep i was always thinking of whom should i choose between the two of them. (i guess you already have an idea about what i am talking about. ryt? ) wew, it’s really hard. because the two of them is showing so much sincerity that time. honestly, i was so much thinking of who should i choose that time. because of two reasons.. 1st do i need to choose the past. the past that i have been waiting for almost how many months even hurts always exist or the one that i am not waiting but then, comes in the right time and make me fall in love completely again and never tries to hurt me the way the past did? well, i CHOOSED the one who came at the right time. That then, i realize how much pain i felt when he stopped courting me..  and that time i realize that i am completely over with my past. and that i LOVE the one who never tries to hurt me. and he is MARVIN LEE PANLAQUI MATIGNAS we are officialy together since march 24, 2010 (problem solved w/ bigbig smile =D)

Haha! should i need to undergo so much stressed first? haha well, im proud to say that , finally, i graduated HIGH SCHOOOOOOOOLLLL yes. it was a mixed emotion. *happy. sad. excited.* It was really a happy day. for me. for my family. friends. for him and for the two of USSSSSSSS were officialy legal but only to his side. to his mother haha. i was so shy talking w/ his mother BUT.. take note, talking w/ his mother makes my night sooooo complete! as in bet for my happiness! u’ll surely win it. haha. it is because, it was the first time that i have been to that situation. wohooo! haha.

well, i couldn’t ask for more.. God has given so much! and that i am so much blessed, bcause of them. them. them and especially, because of him  

TIRED. BUT HAPPY AND STILL SMILING :)

wow. my blog has been updated for 3days! Haha. ACHIEVEMEEEEENT! xD                                                         HHM. nothing to say nor to explain. Im just happy today! no problem, no frustrations and even worries did’nt exist. Ö But, im very tired today yet fun never stops! haha.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         Gtg to bed. feel so sleepy! Effort! :”> Good Night! :*

FINALLY (:

Everything is OK (: *double clap! yey! *                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              Haha. Buti nlang, sakin mismo nggaling. MAS BETTER NA SAKIN NIYA NA NALAMAN. wew. can’t imagine at the same time I did’nt expect na mggng gnun ung reaksyon niya Haha. I have never been like this before, that i will do everything JUST TO MAKE EVERYTHING FINE and WORRY FREE Haha. anduwag ko dti e, pg gusto ni friend back out nko. SACRIFICE. >:)) peo naun, ndi nah! BWAL. (OFF LIMITS. HAHA )

Haha. whoo *BUNTONG HININGA (:* HAHA. Bakit nga kaya gnun? nakapila na sila. at na huli pa siya sa pagpila. SIYA PARIN UNG UNANG NKITA KO? haha.  amp! KORNAKSSSS. >;)) Haha. again im on the new chapter of mine BUT. he will always be my favorite part of every chapter ;D I’LL REPEAT. (FAVORITE PART ) Haha! ) anywaysssss,  im not looking for a new boyfriend. I’m looking for my FOREVER. (: Haha. anu ba to! amp.                

wiw. GTG. masama na! MKAEPELEPTIC PKO! ) haha. Ayy! THANK YOU PAPA JESUS!  solve na ikw nlng. MAGTINO haha. in your own way )  

*M A H I R A P :|* (tagalog mode tayo ngaun.)

Tagal ko dn pla nwala nuh? HALATA NMN EH aiaw mo mniwala? di gustuhin mo!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         HHM san ba ko dapat magcmula? Gusto mo yung totoo? MASAYA KO oo. masaya. kaso ang hirap mgng MASAYA! sobraaaaaaaaaaaaa. Haist, natutuwa nmn ako e. Kaso ayoko tlga matuwa! ang gulo db? ako nguguluhan dn e                                                                                                                                                                                                       Panu nga ba mggng masaya kung merung mssktan? argh. di ko nmn ugali yun. bakit gnun mas iniisp ko ung IKASISISYA ko ngaun. SELFISH KO NB MASIADO? (dti nmn. lgi nlng ako ung ngbbgai e.) KHT NGAYUN LANG.. IBA KSE SIA DUN SA DLAWANG NKALIPAS NA E kso pnu pg nlmn nung isa? may paa yung balita db? bibig nga meron e WAHHHH.

Ang hirap nmn mgng TUNAY NA MASAYA. kla ko yung isa lang yung PROBLEMA ko. DALAWA pla cla HRAP KC MGNG CONCIOUS sa NARARAMDAMAN ng iba. wew Peo ok lng. lilipas dn yan. Dinaan ko nlng sa Blogging, para nmn kht papano mbawasan ung bigat ng KONSENSYA peo kse e. MHAL KO KSE SIA E nuh pb mggwa ko? mggwa nla? EFFORT pa! kht sia nlng. AKIN NA ( ANG HIRAP KC IWASANG WG MGKAROON NG PAKIALAM. 

WIW. IKAKAIN KO NATO. MABUBUSOG PAKO. haha! Basta WALA NG ATRASAN. AGREE MUNA KO SA NRARAMDAMAN NITO. ) ITUTULOG NDN ILYSVMUCHYMUCHSSSSS  

im just HAPPY :)

It’s already 12:30 in the morning, yet im still in a good mood to create new blog. It was so exciting! anyway.

uhmm. actually, im so tired. veryvery tired today. but i have so much fun bonding with my mother together with my friends! we have lots of fun all together (dumami lalo anak ni mama. SiPAGGGGG! haha jok. ))

I’ll make my whole summary of happiness for this day! just to have my new blog. haha! )

anyways, I woke up early today but then. i sleep again, sleepsleepsleep! it was already, i think 11 am when i woke up again. haha! After that. I sit down in front of the computer and start exploring and surfing the net! ) (OO. almusal. ) 

After an hour, I felt something wrong in my stomach! uhh. It was fuckin me! hahaa. HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYY! (lantak dito. lantak prn don )

But, the biggestheadlineimportantverymuchappreciated happening is. when I recieved a  MESSAGE  sent by him! ) (epeleptic! =D) haha! After that the remaining hours was spent for my friends and of course for their problems! (kakandidato nga dw ako e. pati problema ng iba pnoproblema ko ndn! haha =D pg diosa nga nman )

hhm. im already sleepy. im running out of words! iM JUST HAPPY Iloveyouuuuuuuuu♥ (wag ka na umilag. iKAW yun! ) 

worried :|

I was out for almost a week? hhm. anyway, i miss blogging so much.

Hhmm. How will I start this? of course, I should start from the beginning. Well, im on a worriyng stage on what will I supposed to act just to proved him what I truly feel inside unless he gives deep meaning about the musics, comments, MESSAGES and everything that i was giving and doing to him!

Oh come on, I hoped you’ve seen those efforts!

Honestly, I’ve fallen for that guy and I thought he have known that special feeling.  But, yesterday. Big messed comed, yeahh. I thought,  he doesn’t even know that i have that feeling too. Fatcccccch! Hate it. How could I prove him if im not yet ready to take the risk.

Not the risk to love him more than what I expected I could give, But the risk to lose one friend, Actually, that girl was i think not obsessed. But he likes the guy. arh. pathetic!  wahhh! I have never been encountered a situation as hard like this!

Haha! But then I will not let that guy go. Now, tell me. is it wrong to be selfish just to be happy rather than continue being selfish to my own self?

64 Ways to Say "Iloveyou! :D"

1. Don’t compare them to anyone.
2. Be courteous at all times.
3. Embrace the present moments without fear or guilt.
4. Live by the Golden Rule (Do unto others as you would have them do unto you).
5. Give your full attention when talking.
6. Become their biggest fan and cheerleader!
7. Toast each other over breakfast or dinner to say I love you.
8. Tell them how they bring love to your life.
9. Laugh about kids quotes on love or events.
10. Talk about your day during mealtimes.
11. Read books aloud together.
12. Say you’re sorry.
13. Recall good and bad memories.
14. Let go of the past to say I love you.
15. Do nothing together.
16. Encourage health in all its forms.
17. Trust your partner enough to cry together.
18. Act silly together.
19. Be lavish in praise.
20. Ask questions about opinions, feelings, thoughts.
21. To say I love you, forget about labels.
22. Encourage adventures and risks!
23. Show your joy when they come home.
24. Bake cookies.
25. Leave stress at work to say I love you.
26. Use flannel sheets in the winter.
27. Solve problems together - such as crosswords or Suduku.
28. Show your gratitude for them.
29. Be a good sounding board.
30. To say I love you, take pride in them — and show it.
31. Compliment them in front of others.
32. Spend time with them.
33. Listen.
34. Ask for hugs and kisses.
35. Take vacations together.
36. Tell the truth to say I love you.
37. Use pet names to say I love you.
38. Practice self-acceptance.
39. Hunt for treasure together.
40. Be interested in their interests.
41. To say I love you, let go of jealousy.
42. Accept their weaknesses and flaws.
43. Ditch work or responsibilities to play with them.
44. Be yourself.
45. Share chocolates, ice cream sundaes, milkshakes.
46. To say I love you, ignore slights.
47. Pray or meditate together.
48. Practice forgiveness.
49. Watch classic movies together.
50. Leave notes or send letters.
51. To say I love you, buy a “for no reason at all” gift.
52. Don’t gossip or judge.
53. Give the benefit of the doubt to say I love you.
54. Give space when they’re in a bad or sad mood.
55. Learn something new together.
56. Go dancing.
57. Keep your promises to say I love you.
58. Make them laugh.
59. Consider their feelings.
60. Learn ways to rekindle the romance.
61. Hide a treat in their lunch.
62. To say I love you, make home a fun place to be.
63. Let them make their own decisions.
64. Say what you mean when you say I love you. Say why.

signs of falling in L-O-V-E :)

are you undergoing those kind of signs? hhm, maybe or its just that your FALLiNG iN LOVE   haha. it was so easy to fall in love, but trust me. it’s really hard to fall out of love

pambawi :D

hahahaha. pang ilan na to? ohsia, nbblangko nko. HUGS

so hard to express. :DD

lalalala! LABB. (:♥

rah rah. ah ah ah. roma romama. gaga uhlala. (((=

confused? well guys, love has two classifications about L-O-V-E. Ü

• SCiENTiFiC ANSWERS.

• Passionate love which involves continuously thinking about the loved one and also involves warm sexual feelings and powerful emotional reactions.
• Companionate love is having trusting and tender feelings for someone who is close to you.

Now one of the best known theories of love (which means an educated guess that isn’t proven fact) is Robert Sternberg’s Triangular Theory of Love.

The three components of the Triangular Theory of Love are:

Passion, the feeling physically aroused and attracted to someone.

Passion is what makes you feel “in love” and is the feeling most associated with love. It also rises quickly and strongly influences and biases your judgment.

Intimacy, the feeling close and connected to someone (developed through sharing and very good communications over time).

Intimacy is what makes you want to share and offer emotional and material support to each other.

Commitment, pledging to your self and each other to strengthen the feelings of love and to actively maintain the relationship.

Commitment is what makes you want to be serious, have a serious relationship and promise to be there for the other person if things get tough.

Now Sternberg also uses his Triangular Theory of Love to answer some of the most commonly asked questions about love:

Is there love at first sight?

This is when we are overwhelmed by passion, without any intimacy or commitment (both of which take time). Sternberg calls thisinfatuated love, Because there is not intimacy or commitment, infatuated love is fated to fade away.

Why do some people get married after being in love for a very short time?

This is a combination of passion and commitment, but without any intimacy. Sternberg calls this Hollywood love. This is where two people make a commitment to each other based on their passion. Unless intimacy develops over time, this relationship most likely will end.

Can their be love without sex?

Ah yes, companionate love, where intimacy and commitment are present without any sexual passion.

Why doesn’t romantic love last?

Passion and intimacy without commitment is Romantic love. When the passion fades, and the intimacy wanes, the relationship ends.

This a close friend sent me e-mail:

Infatuation vs. Love

Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another.

Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.

Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.

Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head that you keep replaying. But near or far, you know they are yours, and you can wait.

Infatuation says, “We must get married right away. I can’t risk losing them.”

Love says, “Be patient. Don’t panic. Plan your future with confidence.”

Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy.

Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship, which makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.

Infatuation lacks confidence. When they’re away, you wonder if they’re cheating. Sometimes, you check.

Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. They feel your trust, and it makes them even more trustworthy.

Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.

Love is an upper. It makes you feel whole. It completes the circle. It fills the empty space in your heart. Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you think up. It makes you a better person than you were before. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you don’t have. If there is no love in your life, whatever else there is has a lot less meaning.

The secret of our being is not only to live but to have something to live for.

•UNSCiENTiFiC ANSWERS.

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Like.

You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Luck.

Do you want them because you know they’re there?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Loneliness.

Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Loyalty.

Do you stay for their confessions ofLove, because you don’t want to hurt them?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Pity.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?

• It isn’t Love, it’s beingUnconfident.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Friendship.

Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?

• It isn’t Love, it’s a Lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?

• It isn’t Love, it’s Charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they’re sad?

• Then it’s Love.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?

• Then it’s Love.

Do you accept their faults because they’re a part of who they are?

• Then it’s Love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they’re strong?

• Then it’s Love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

• Then it’s Love.

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?

• Then it’s Love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

• Then it’s Love.

:D

“Healing will come today when you understand the perspective of someone else, and this unexpected turns of events is going to pave for some romantic progress for you.. Ü “

- so TRUEEE. (: hihi. di nua tlga ko nhhurt! tuwa mga bespren ko ohh. haha xD oo. pgod nua pgod nua ko saio ee! (: mas willing nko sa iba ibgai un. hehe che! anyways, gudibb.

=D im starting to leave it all behind. (:

yiheeeee. (: im starting to forget about everything. besides, he’s not worth it, and now, im happy that were just friends and no more anything else more than that. But, i never regret everything that i’ve done to him. i’ve just done my part, i admit it. i was the reason why we broke up but it’s not my fault anymore if he didn’t saw the effort i did just to prove that i was sincere about everything..  weeee. lets just LEAVE iT ALL BEHiND(: im starting to be happy again. hmp but not for him anymore, but for the other person. Ü =D yey! at last. i’ve realize everything. hahaha. need pa pla msktan muna ng sagaran pra marealize ko nuh? hhm. cguro kc bnigai ku ln lht. kso di nia nkita. cguro sa iba nln. mas better pa sa nbgai ku. =D shuuu. tama nua! just be happy nua ok nko…..

hhhm.

   my new edit. yiheee. i♥it(:

gudmorning sunshine :)

uhhm. am I too late to greet all of you a veryveryvery good morning? hhhm. well, sori guys. But, actually, I woke up too early this morning. But then asusual, i get irritated because of my paps. haha *sanayan nga ln dw db.* whoooo. but it’s ok. pasaway nmn kc tlga ko ee. hhhhmmm. haha i usually find my cellphone everymorning and that was really the first thing I will hold the time after I woke up. haha. funny right? and yes! I’m one of those who are cellphone addicts! hahaha. for sure, you will also agree. right? haha. anyway, I’m sad today and kinda busy as well, appointment? i should and obliged to go to wildsons at 5pm. actually, I must be there at 3pm but I should grant the wish of my paps first. we should go to church. hehe, baet nuhh? hhhm. well, that’s our sunday habit. so, got to go guys! need to make over. hahahahaha. I looked poor beauty queen and a little bit ugly duckling. oppps. not me my nails, iwwww. haha. gtg. tca!

mond.

thanks mond. this one was really a good song, so what do you want me to react? haha. take care.

nice.

:D spell it? H A P P Y :)

normal, normal, normal day. almost 5hrs nko sa hrap ng pc yet di pa nmumula ang mata. haha. totally addicted? i guess not. tlgang mai nkchat ln ako. *katikati. * uhhhm. eniweis, I’m just happy without any reasons that could possibly agree to that mood. pde nmn un db? happy ka ng wlang dhlan. just simple as that, happy ako kht wulang nggng dhlan peo sia prn ang ngiisang dhlan. haha. gulogulo! :D ok enuf, i need to take a bath. naamoi ko nua srili ko e! gtg guys!